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Pushing Against the Tide

by Mat Taylor

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1.
I don't know what to say I sometimes get confused And half the time my friends you seem equally bemused I can't prescribe a cure for Millennial Blues But if you tell me what to say I'll tell you what to do Cos I'm just looking for a way to get through Take a look around It's not a pretty place Although I can forget it when I see your pretty face The madness soon dissolves in a moment of grace Promise you will stay I promise to be true I'm just looking for a way to get through Why don't people talk in this town? They're so wrapped up it's getting me down Why don't people talk in this town? Though we are not the same We are My Father told me once Life was not a breeze And though it might seem hard I must see the wood for the trees I only wish that I knew what he means Show me another way I haven't got a clue I'm just looking for a way to get through Why don't people talk in this town? They're so wrapped up it's getting me down Why don't people talk in this town?
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Lena-May 04:00
You’ve been keeping me up almost half of the night Yeah now this thing’s getting real, you’ve got me feeling alright Well I guess what I’m trying to say is that I never thought of feeling this way I’m coming to get you Lena-May I’ll never regret you Lena-May Just when I had it nailed you threw your toys on the floor You got me feeling so tired but I keep coming for more Well I guess what I’m trying to say is that your Daddy’s never going away I’m coming to get you Lena-May I’ll never regret you Lena-May Well I’ll be there when you call I’ll pick you up when you fall I’ll still be there when you’re really tall Oh my lovely Lena-May Well I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’ll always be your Daddy, ok? I’m coming to get you Lena-May I’ll never regret you Lena-May Well I’ll be there when you call I’ll pick you up when you fall I’ll still be there when you’re really tall Oh my lovely Lena-May (rpt)
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Hold On 03:10
Hold On And if the hardest rain should fall And you’re too tired to get out of bed I know you want to escape it all But just remember what the good man said: “You got to hold on and keep it where the light is You got to be strong, remember where your fight is” I was once the same as you Tossing up between alive and dead But girl please don’t listen to All those voices shouting in your head Yeah just remember what a good friend said: “You got to hold on and keep it where the light is You got to be strong, remember where your fight is” “20 years on a downbound train I’m just learning how to come back again You got to be strong, remember where your fight is” When you’re soaking from the hardest rain You got to step into the light again You got to be strong, remember where your fight is
4.
Blue 03:55
Blue The moment we met I knew that Someone could end up feeling bad I just couldn’t help but be with you But there was a mountain to climb You were with him all the time And I was with her, what could I do? The sun’s in the sky but I’m blue Something seemed really good But now that we’ve found it I’m blue Just look what you put me through So after a short time had passed I summoned the courage at last To ask if you felt the same way too And now I’m confused that I might feel so bad from being proved so right And now that it’s done I can’t undo The sun’s in the sky but I’m blue Something seemed really good But now that we’ve found it I’m blue Just look what you’ve put me through There’s something I know that can’t be found There’s something I know that can’t be found And then we pretended at night That everything would be alright And now that it’s done I can’t undo The sun’s in the sky but I’m blue Something seemed really good But now that we’ve found it I’m blue Just look what you've put me through In my mind
5.
Oh Charlie 03:49
Oh Charlie Since you went away, mother of two, I am over you and the kids are fine, oh Charlie, Since you went away, lover of mine, I’m just fine and I’m falling apart, oh Charlie And I wanna go back to the time when I didn’t know And I wanna go back to the place that we had before Do you remember the times that we had? Were they really so bad? How am I to know? Since you went away, lover of mine, I am drinking wine just a little more than I want to Since you went away, mother of two, It’s on you and I’m falling apart, oh Charlie And I wanna go back to the time when I didn’t know And I wanna go back to the place that we had before Do you remember the times that we had? Were they really so bad? How am I to know? I will never know.
6.
Summer Shoes 01:58
And I'm crying for the woman I never knew When I look in your eyes I'm in love with you As I stare at you now what am I to do? You're the magazine woman wearing summer shoes Excuse me but I have to say You're the best looking ad for a shoe that I've ever seen (I can't believe I've fallen for a halftone screen) I can't believe I've fallen for a halftone screen And I'm crying for the woman I never knew When I look in your eyes I'm in love with you As I stare at you now and you seem to move You're the magazine woman wearing summer shoes
7.
Time 03:16
Time You gave me this watch so I could always be right on time But now I sit and watch as all the time we spent goes falling far behind Well I’m sorry to have to say Time only flows one way I was showing all the signs, still we drifted apart And though we were on different lines I didn’t mean to go and break your heart (and break it hard) Well I’m sorry to have to say Time only flows one way So I sing you this song to remind you That although it went wrong, after all the time we’ve been through I still need you, oh yes I do But I’m sorry to have to say Time only flows one way
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Stay 03:10
Stay The water’s cold under the summer sun I’m floating here with you And though it seems the end has just begun I don’t know what to do And I wonder where we’re gonna be And I wonder where we’re gonna stay Now I’m on the West Coast where you drew the line As I remember you I eat the bread, oh Lord I drink the wine But nothing seems to do ‘Cause I wonder where you’re gonna be And I wonder where you’re gonna stay On the West Coast a memory In my mind, I see you turn and walk away And it was just the pain that made me say “I was wrong, I didn’t love you anyway” Stay And I wonder where we’re gonna be And I wonder where we’re gonna stay
9.
Slipstream 04:17
Well can you tell by the way my friends all talk, I’m a man who’s gone too high? And can you tell by the way I hold my head, I haven’t lost my pride But can you tell by the way I hold on tight, I am afraid to fly? Sometimes I find myself thinking of all those people way up in the sky I try to turn my attention from vapour trails, reflections up on high Yeah can you tell by the way I hold on tight, I am afraid to die? Yeah I’m caught in a slipstream And I know it’s a million to one But I fear my time has come... I try so hard to believe as I climb on board, it will be alright It doesn’t help that I dream of an engine failure almost every night Yeah can you tell by the way I hold on tight.... Yeah I’m caught in a slipstream It’s a bad dream that clouds my mind When I leave the ground behind Yeah I’m caught in a slipstream And I know it’s a million to one But I fear my time has come... Yeah can you tell by the way I hold on tight, I am afraid to fly Hold on tight
10.
Longhaul 03:41
Longhaul Midnight flight all night to Georgia I didn’t really mind it (oh no) I left you in the house on the road that I know so well It seems so far behind me Sitting on the floor in my hotel room Watching old Hill Street Blues Transatlantic telephone calls Listening to your old news Absence makes the heart grow fonder That’s how they like to write it But when I was alone in a bar in a foreign hotel I didn’t try to hide it (oh no) Sitting in a bar in a foreign hotel Wondering where it all went wrong I only arrived 7 hours ago But Baby I’ve been gone so long And when I thought I was a long way from home You came along You came along And when I thought I was a long way from home You came along (sitting on a bar stool staring at the rain) You came along (watching old memories running down the pane)
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When you’re trying to block out the sorrow (pushing against the tide) And you don’t even know about tomorrow (pushing against the tide) All of our lifetime we yearn to get along It’s so damn familiar let’s sing a different song Some think I’m trying to hide But I’m just pushing against the tide Say that you love me and I’ll always be there for you Hey! Just don’t try to shape or mould me how you want to Some think I’m trying to hide But I’m just pushing against the tide When you’re trying to block out the sorrow (pushing against the tide) And you don’t even know ‘bout tomorrow (pushing against the tide) I’m just going to sit here until my ship comes in I’ll laugh and I’ll joke and I’ll wear a stupid grin Some think I’m trying to hide But I’m just pushing against the tide Say that you love me and I’ll always be there for you Hey! Just don’t try to shape or mould me how you want to Some think I’m trying to hide But I’m just pushing against the tide I’m all alone, I’m walking by the sea I’m drifting through the sands of memory And tides will turn and fail
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Sail Away 03:07
Sail Away Sail away, sail away, sail away like this Sail away, sail away, sail away like this I sail away like this On a day, on a day, on a day like this Got a message in the palm of my hand that makes me feel blue And I know you won't understand So what can I do? Sail away…. like this Sail away….. like this I sail away like this On a day…. like this Now I'm sailing with the shore behind, the sky seems so blue And your face is in the back of my mind But what can I do? I'm sitting in a boat that's drifting out at sea And I don't even know where the winds are taking me And if I thought the tide could turn I'd come back to you

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released September 29, 2023

All songs written, played, recorded and mixed by Mat Taylor

Mat Taylor: Vocals, Backing Vocals, Piano and Keyboards, Drums, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Keyboard Bass, Programmed Guitars, and Other Noises

Special guests:
Darren Hudson: Guitar solos on ‘Hold On’ and ‘Longhaul’
Simon Upstone: Bass Guitar on ‘Pushing Against the Tide’
Richard Hignett: Guitar on ‘Hold On’ and ‘Oh Charlie’
Christian Taylor: High Backing Vocals on ‘Longhaul’
Dom Pusey: Tenor Sax on ‘Summer Shoes’

Album cover design: Jo Walker (jowalker.com)

‘Pushing Against the Tide’ is a collection of songs written, played and recorded by Mat over a number of years on various bits of equipment. Soulful pop with hints of jazz and blues, a touch of melancholy and the faint whiff of smoky 70’s America

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Mat Taylor London, UK

I started singing aged 7 in St. Albans cathedral choir. Sure it’s not Rock’n’Roll but it inspired my sense of melody and an appreciation of music designed to move the soul. I started playing in bands around 15, mostly on drums, and realised in my mid-twenties that I could write songs. I write, perform and record all my own material ... more

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